May 9th, 2012

Things are getting better I think. I'm really tired right now and have been loads lately, but school's okay and I'm actually revising every night and things are... okay but I'm still on the fence. I go back to CAMHS to see Charlie tomorrow and she's so lovely and quirky and kooky that it's nice but it really takes a lot out of me and I feel like I'm going to have some mental breakdown whenever I'm there, afterwards, and for a while after and bleugh yeah okay. I miss certain people and my laptop is truly fucked and yep. Idk any more.