Wednesday, 4 April 2012

April 4th, 2012

These babies will be mine in 3-5 working days omg. I won't ever wear them since I hardly ever leave the house but I will idolise them and just feel fab about them ok. So I didn't actually have a blood test - I went to /talk/ about getting a blood test and the doctor is so pretty omg I love him. Anyway, spoke about that and my jabs I'm supposed to have had so I'm getting them all whenever we arrange an appointment. We're going out for lunch soon and I've put some weight back on so I just want to kill myself right now idk. I need to keep losing. I feel ok about having this on my profile because I just don't really give a shit any more. It may seem a bit attention seeking and stuff but idc lol I know why it's linked so it's fine. Mum and J will be back soon and then I'll have to see Inger and ughhhh I thought I was going to be okay with it but she's such a stupid cow that I don't know if I will be. I want to start using this more often again because giving up after a month isn't very ideal. On the basis of following the title of this blog, it's only a tenth of the allotted time and I should probably aim for as much as I can until I most likely manage to pull it off. I've lost everyone and I don't care if people say "awh I'm here for you!" because it's honestly words through a screen.

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