It was actually sort of lovely. My new GP is so pretty omg and then it was actually nice with Inger. She nearly cried telling me how amazing I am and ughhhh oh my god. She said something like "teenagers are portrayed as bad - and trust me, I've met my fair share - but you're going to be amazing. You've had a real effect on my life." and she nearly cried and I could see tears and ugh it was just awkward and horrid but sort of nice and calming at the same time. It was so weird and wonderful to hear her say that.
I struggled through part of the time, though. She kept talking about how great I'm going to be and how I'm going to excel in life and how I'm going to do wonderful things and how I can only really look back on this time in a year or so.
What the fuck was I supposed to say to that? "Uh, sorry but I'm going to attempt suicide whenever I have the opportunity."? No. So it was sort of horrid that I just sat through that but yeah idk.
Wow I suck.
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