April 3rd, 2012

I have blood tests tomorrow to determine if anything is physically wrong with me just so we can rule that out. I'm worried that if it's my right arm I'll have to tell my mum to leave the room and ugh this is hard idk yeah ok. Then I have to see Inger and she'll be all sympathetic and piss me off and idk all I want to do is sleep/die/be on the laptop lol. I feel like sharing this blog sort of, because I kind of don't care any more but then it seems attention-seeking. Hm idk. Anyway it's nearly 11.30, I'm getting some Jeffrey Campbell Lita shoes (well ordering them) soon and aw yeah it's nice so I need to sleep. Ok um yeah.