April 18th, 2012

Today was actually okay and I have no idea how. Well, school was, at least. Up until 8pm. I went in at 9am and went to Triple Science with Griffin and it was nice and relaxed and Magda smiled at me lots and Finn came and sat with me and Beth helped me and aw yeah it was nice. I walked to Geography with Anouska and I got a C for my Geography skjdfklsdjf fuck but oh well and erm..... yep. Max and Oli were lovely but lol I think everyone just thinks I'm so breakable and weak and stuff so everyone's like... not on edge, but you can tell that everyone works hard not to upset me or whatever. The other Beth caught up to me when I left and I was standing at the top of the girl's cloakroom and we had a super duper lovely chat before Harvey just came at me with his arms open and we had a huge hug and stupid boy has gone and grown again - taller than me and his voice is all deep and cute aw. He texted me a while ago saying stuff was bad at home, and like... it meant so much to me to have him come to /me/ when things were iffy because we haven't spoken for months and he decided to talk to /me/ and urgh yeah. Turns out his grandma's been having lots of falls lately and they've been having to call an ambulance each time because they're afraid to move it and urgh poor kid, love him. I also saw Arran on the way to Triple Science and urgh it was just really actually sort of tolerable. Until now but whatever.