April 15th, 2012 #2

I can't make an intelligible sentence. I just want to cry and throw up and cut and waste away but none of those are an option right now. I feel so scared, so truly terrified of leaving the house on Tuesday to go to school. Whenever I see updates on Facebook with people I know, people who I used to be friends with out at big gatherings and doing cool stuff, I feel so incredibly jealous and at the same time, petrified. Nobody likes me and that's my own fault but it's hard to face.