I got my exam results - first proper GCSEs.
English = A*
Maths = B
Chemistry = C (8 marks away from a B)
Physics = C (5 marks away from a B)
I told myself I'd re-take any subject I got less than a B in but I honestly can't handle the hectic stuff let alone attending school in general. People I know are pretty much shocked since I'm never in school - the fact I got those grades by attending, on average, two lessons for each subject is sort of amazing. I feel so rubbish though lol if the science ones were Bs, I'd be happy but they aren't. We're going to the pub to celebrate tonight and I just want to curl up in bed and cry. I saw M today and things are shit for him. His auntie had a stroke - I knew that - but I didn't know that she had a portion of her brain removed and half of her skull disassembled. M's dad has spent the last three days trying to get it through to her that her mother is dead. Shit stuff, he must be going through a lot. I can feel myself wasting away and more and more of these side effects are cropping up as I go. Idk I hate everything and I have nobody.