March 7th, 2012 #2

I just feel so... hopeless and aimless. I'm nothing. I just want to die and get it over and done with. I don't enjoy anything any more. Music means nothing to me. I want to kill myself every time I have a mouthful of food. If I had a gun, I'd end it all now and I know I would. There is nothing that I look forward to any more.